My Lord God I have no idea where I am going. I do not see the road ahead of me. I cannot know for certain where it will end. Nor do I really know myself, and the fact that I think that I am following your will does not mean that I am actually doing so. But I believe that the desire to please you does in fact please you . And I hope I have that desire in all that I am doing. I hope that i will never do anything apart from that desire. And I know that if I do this you will lead me by the right road though I may know nothing about it. Therefore I will trust you always though I amy seem to be lost and in the shadow of death. I will not fear, for you are ever with me, and you will never leave me to face my perils along. +++ THOMAS MERTON, Thoughts in Solitude (c) Abbey of Gethsemani
